Dear,
i was focusing on doing my homework... it's quite busy recently, cos has been spending my weekends on mum's b'dae celebration and x'mas, so nid to catch up watever module tat i can...but, i hv completed de work last nite...
接下来要继续昨晚的话题。。。我生气的不是他没有空理我，是答应了又做不到，而且还跟我大小声。。而且一直说做这些都是为了我，为我什么？我都没有要他这样做，而且也不能保证以后我真的会嫁给他，住在那间屋子里。。真的不明白。。最后还说我讲话很幼稚，根本没有体谅他的感受，不想跟我说话。。既然这样，我也无话可说，就不要跟他说话， 然后又跑来哄我，跟我讲话，叫我不要闷不吭声。。==|||是他说不想跟我说话的叻！那种感觉就想狠狠地刮了我一巴掌，再给我一支超大的棒棒糖。。无奈。。再接下来的日子，就叫我不要再提这件事了。。现在我也懒得跟他吵了。。永远都没有结果的东西。。反正有什么事也会自己解决，不会再麻烦他，也不会要他的帮忙，到最后什么都做不到，还要浪费力气吵架，生气。。显~
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
T^T
Dear,
i'm very moody...drag myself to work everyday... you know sth?? i got no bonus for this yr, coz my boss said due to TN policy, i cant enjoy company benefit if i hvn worked for it for 1 full yr...so i can officially tell you tat i'm being cheated to join de com n at de end i get nth but only wasting a lot of my youth here...
well, not only tat, now stil hv to pretend nth happen, n b resposible to de job even tou my boss oways wan me to do better n better n better or even de best or perfectly.. no single mistake can b accepted..
some more dis morning, he scold me bcoz of sth which wasn't done by me but other ppl..den i said it wasn me, den he juz simply ignore n dun k...wtf..
dunno whether when i made de decision to b here is rite or not... it is juz too late to regret now..i tot i can b better in dis industry, but i thnk i was wrong as i was cheated to join... some more ter r some rumours outside, saying tat i'm tat kind of $ minded person, if they gif me $, den i can betray my com blah3... haha.. unbelievable... seems like in de entertainment industry, got paparazzi some more...
but, it's ok.. coz i'm proving to them tat i'm not tat kind of ppl wat they tot...
i'm very moody...drag myself to work everyday... you know sth?? i got no bonus for this yr, coz my boss said due to TN policy, i cant enjoy company benefit if i hvn worked for it for 1 full yr...so i can officially tell you tat i'm being cheated to join de com n at de end i get nth but only wasting a lot of my youth here...
well, not only tat, now stil hv to pretend nth happen, n b resposible to de job even tou my boss oways wan me to do better n better n better or even de best or perfectly.. no single mistake can b accepted..
some more dis morning, he scold me bcoz of sth which wasn't done by me but other ppl..den i said it wasn me, den he juz simply ignore n dun k...wtf..
dunno whether when i made de decision to b here is rite or not... it is juz too late to regret now..i tot i can b better in dis industry, but i thnk i was wrong as i was cheated to join... some more ter r some rumours outside, saying tat i'm tat kind of $ minded person, if they gif me $, den i can betray my com blah3... haha.. unbelievable... seems like in de entertainment industry, got paparazzi some more...
but, it's ok.. coz i'm proving to them tat i'm not tat kind of ppl wat they tot...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I hate it!!
Dear,
ytd my boss said that i oways make de simplified mistake when i'm busy.. well, these few days r truly vry bz for me.. but den i admit tat i did make a small mistake, but it doesn affected ath or anyone.. den he said i oways rush to go bek home, when de 5.45pm is coming, i seem like realy wanna go home on time, n make mistake, but den i din rush at all.. some more de jobs can b waited until de next day to complete.
actualy i wanted to argue wif him, but i din..he doesn pay us OT wat, den y shud v stay ter n do tos not urgent work? is he de 1 said tat our working hr is 8.45-5.45 only, den of coz i'll b in de ofix at tat 9 hrs rite, after tat is up to me to go bek or staying or going to other places rite?
i dunno y he wan to bother so much of thngs to ctrl us? i thnk my mum was rite, she said my boss tot tat he offers a damn gd job to evry1, so evry1 wan to work for him.
also, tat day, he talked to me abt transfering a gal fr gelang patah to our ofix, den i said she might not want it bcoz she lives in pontian, it is vry far for her to come all de way to molek, even petrol oso cant cover. den my boss said he doesn k abt it, as long as he is happy, n gd for de gal, so she muz come here to work. wtf! who does he thnk he is?! he din offer her a gd salary oso, rm1500 expected ppl come all de way to here fr pontian, not even petrol allowance! i told my mum abt dis isu, den my mum said he tot he is de only boss in dis world.
now, i do feel like...true.. he juz thnk of himself, n dun k abt de staffs... well, since i hv decided to lif, so i wont k much abt wat he says agn, n will juz do watever i can..
ytd my boss said that i oways make de simplified mistake when i'm busy.. well, these few days r truly vry bz for me.. but den i admit tat i did make a small mistake, but it doesn affected ath or anyone.. den he said i oways rush to go bek home, when de 5.45pm is coming, i seem like realy wanna go home on time, n make mistake, but den i din rush at all.. some more de jobs can b waited until de next day to complete.
actualy i wanted to argue wif him, but i din..he doesn pay us OT wat, den y shud v stay ter n do tos not urgent work? is he de 1 said tat our working hr is 8.45-5.45 only, den of coz i'll b in de ofix at tat 9 hrs rite, after tat is up to me to go bek or staying or going to other places rite?
i dunno y he wan to bother so much of thngs to ctrl us? i thnk my mum was rite, she said my boss tot tat he offers a damn gd job to evry1, so evry1 wan to work for him.
also, tat day, he talked to me abt transfering a gal fr gelang patah to our ofix, den i said she might not want it bcoz she lives in pontian, it is vry far for her to come all de way to molek, even petrol oso cant cover. den my boss said he doesn k abt it, as long as he is happy, n gd for de gal, so she muz come here to work. wtf! who does he thnk he is?! he din offer her a gd salary oso, rm1500 expected ppl come all de way to here fr pontian, not even petrol allowance! i told my mum abt dis isu, den my mum said he tot he is de only boss in dis world.
now, i do feel like...true.. he juz thnk of himself, n dun k abt de staffs... well, since i hv decided to lif, so i wont k much abt wat he says agn, n will juz do watever i can..
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
So free~~
dear,
so free today.. so can come here to update...^^
my boss juz told me that my company is going to buy 2 new sets of pc, den they will ask my colleague resign next mth, den join de new company, well, i, would still remain in de old ofix and using 2 pc to do both company's job.. but get 1 pay only...==
my another colleague, who has joined de new company told me that she didn get any increment after joining the new company... haiz... den i c no point to quit n join so soon oso... since no different fr wat i get now.. some more busier than now.. however, even if i join, my job scope oso has not much diff fr now coz they r transfering our current cust to new company oso...
seems like a bit complicated rite? i feel tat way too... coz they got so much changes which realy confusing us... but anyhow, i wont b long here...LOL
my colleague oso told me tat she is planning to resign mayb after cny, she is helping her sis doing wedding planning job, n she's going to help her doing tat full time... so i dunno whether i can still lif if she is leaving...
so many uncertains in front of me...
oh ya, my textbooks have arrived jb! de college is going to send to me by today, so mayb tmr or thu can receive alr...^^ den i hv to start my 'student life' coz de 2 yrs study period is started fr de day i got my textbook...muz buck up!!
Thx for ur oways support n loving... hope will c u soon...
so free today.. so can come here to update...^^
my boss juz told me that my company is going to buy 2 new sets of pc, den they will ask my colleague resign next mth, den join de new company, well, i, would still remain in de old ofix and using 2 pc to do both company's job.. but get 1 pay only...==
my another colleague, who has joined de new company told me that she didn get any increment after joining the new company... haiz... den i c no point to quit n join so soon oso... since no different fr wat i get now.. some more busier than now.. however, even if i join, my job scope oso has not much diff fr now coz they r transfering our current cust to new company oso...
seems like a bit complicated rite? i feel tat way too... coz they got so much changes which realy confusing us... but anyhow, i wont b long here...LOL
my colleague oso told me tat she is planning to resign mayb after cny, she is helping her sis doing wedding planning job, n she's going to help her doing tat full time... so i dunno whether i can still lif if she is leaving...
so many uncertains in front of me...
oh ya, my textbooks have arrived jb! de college is going to send to me by today, so mayb tmr or thu can receive alr...^^ den i hv to start my 'student life' coz de 2 yrs study period is started fr de day i got my textbook...muz buck up!!
Thx for ur oways support n loving... hope will c u soon...
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Skynet...sucks!
was so angry with skynet service... i hv purchased sth on web on 11/11/2010, the consignor is using skynet as their courier service, and i should have received the parcel on the next day, 12/11/2010. On that day, the dispatch of Skynet did call me at 13.39pm, said that he is sending parcel to my place, then when i asked him is he going to arrive soon, he replied arrive in 2 min, then i told him that i wasn't at home, pass the parcel to guard house for chop sign. When i asked him again if he is in front of my apartment, he replied he is about to leave his office, well, his office is located in taman molek. ==''' ok, that's just first part.
That night, i checked with my father, he said he didn't receive any parcel, and there is no any notification from skynet, normally courier service (e.g. poslaju) would stick a pcs of paper on your door to proof that they were there but nobody received the parcel, and how are you going to claim your parcel and so on. well, skynet didn't. so i have no choice but to call skynet head office to track my parcel. i should have checked from jb skynet, but there are 2 offices in jb, 1 in molek and another in tmn sentosa. so i hv to call to kl office to make sure which 1 should i call. so, the next morning, i called skynet, abt half an hr, nobody pick up the call, and i have attempted many times from 9 am to 9.30am. finally some1 picked up the call, den when i ask for the parcel, the operator told me that bcoz i wasn at home, so the dispatch has no choice but FORCED to bring de parcel back. so i asked them to resend de parcel, den de operator said de dispatch has gone out, nobody else can do de delivery, ok, fine, den i wait until Monday. then she said if Mon stil haven't received, then i have to go their molek office to take it on my own...wtf! that means they can simply ignore my parcel, den i hv to go ter n do de pick up..
i told the consignor / seller that i didn't receive parcel, then when he / she checked with skynet, they said i wasn't at home, so they can't send it. well, i'm not living alone, and they didn't even go to my place, to check with de security guard or didn't even go up to my home.
i guess i won't be using skynet service again in the future.
That night, i checked with my father, he said he didn't receive any parcel, and there is no any notification from skynet, normally courier service (e.g. poslaju) would stick a pcs of paper on your door to proof that they were there but nobody received the parcel, and how are you going to claim your parcel and so on. well, skynet didn't. so i have no choice but to call skynet head office to track my parcel. i should have checked from jb skynet, but there are 2 offices in jb, 1 in molek and another in tmn sentosa. so i hv to call to kl office to make sure which 1 should i call. so, the next morning, i called skynet, abt half an hr, nobody pick up the call, and i have attempted many times from 9 am to 9.30am. finally some1 picked up the call, den when i ask for the parcel, the operator told me that bcoz i wasn at home, so the dispatch has no choice but FORCED to bring de parcel back. so i asked them to resend de parcel, den de operator said de dispatch has gone out, nobody else can do de delivery, ok, fine, den i wait until Monday. then she said if Mon stil haven't received, then i have to go their molek office to take it on my own...wtf! that means they can simply ignore my parcel, den i hv to go ter n do de pick up..
i told the consignor / seller that i didn't receive parcel, then when he / she checked with skynet, they said i wasn't at home, so they can't send it. well, i'm not living alone, and they didn't even go to my place, to check with de security guard or didn't even go up to my home.
i guess i won't be using skynet service again in the future.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Looking forward our HKG trip!!
dear,
so happy that we finally fulfilled the plan of going travel tgt!! WoW!!
de moment when i noe tat airasia is having promotion, i was thnking of u only... so i nid ur detail urgently, den place de booking on de special date, 9th of sept, even tou it wasn our anniversary, but i do hope tat can b best fren forever n always...
i'll do de research n arrange de itinerary of our trip... so excited!! lol
save more $ n r going ter to shop gao2!!
la fu u~
so happy that we finally fulfilled the plan of going travel tgt!! WoW!!
de moment when i noe tat airasia is having promotion, i was thnking of u only... so i nid ur detail urgently, den place de booking on de special date, 9th of sept, even tou it wasn our anniversary, but i do hope tat can b best fren forever n always...
i'll do de research n arrange de itinerary of our trip... so excited!! lol
save more $ n r going ter to shop gao2!!
la fu u~
Monday, November 8, 2010
dear,
has been fed up by what i do evryday now..T.T
even tou i noe de job isn wat i wan, still hv to carry on till i get de thngs i wan fr here.
sometimes my colleague, will gif me her black face, even tou i din do ath to her... she seems giving me de attitude tat her position is higher than me... even if she realy got promoted after joining de new com of ours, so? i'm still de AM of my current com n not under her, she doesn hv to gif me tat kind of shit face like i hv to work under her and c her face color... tat realy makes me wan to lif here... since i cant realy hv my privilege here.
i hv reg for study in cic, will start my lesson dis mth. so i'm going to hv a tighter schedule soon...
but i'll overcome it n do eth well or even perfectly...hope will get my MBA within 2 n a half yr... if got convo, dun forget to come n buy me flowers ar...lol
by de way, when is ur convo? dun forget to bring me along o...
dear, i miss u a lot... let's meet when u bek... how's ur job? got ppl buli u? dun k abt them if they realy buli u, they r juz jealous n afraid tat u will b stronger than them..
luv u~
has been fed up by what i do evryday now..T.T
even tou i noe de job isn wat i wan, still hv to carry on till i get de thngs i wan fr here.
sometimes my colleague, will gif me her black face, even tou i din do ath to her... she seems giving me de attitude tat her position is higher than me... even if she realy got promoted after joining de new com of ours, so? i'm still de AM of my current com n not under her, she doesn hv to gif me tat kind of shit face like i hv to work under her and c her face color... tat realy makes me wan to lif here... since i cant realy hv my privilege here.
i hv reg for study in cic, will start my lesson dis mth. so i'm going to hv a tighter schedule soon...
but i'll overcome it n do eth well or even perfectly...hope will get my MBA within 2 n a half yr... if got convo, dun forget to come n buy me flowers ar...lol
by de way, when is ur convo? dun forget to bring me along o...
dear, i miss u a lot... let's meet when u bek... how's ur job? got ppl buli u? dun k abt them if they realy buli u, they r juz jealous n afraid tat u will b stronger than them..
luv u~
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
SUVY...Thanks
Dear, I always treat this place as my shelter...when I feel down and unhappy, need support, I'll come here, I know you will read all the things i wrote and gif me de support tat i needed.
thanks for oways support me and gif me de warmest blessing... i'll oways gain bek my courageous and confident after read ur comment or sms... it's juz make me feel so great...
whenever i hv sth cant let him noe or even dun wan to tell him, i'll come here n write it down, coz he doesn noe this place...lol
dear, miss you n love you...
thanks for oways support me and gif me de warmest blessing... i'll oways gain bek my courageous and confident after read ur comment or sms... it's juz make me feel so great...
whenever i hv sth cant let him noe or even dun wan to tell him, i'll come here n write it down, coz he doesn noe this place...lol
dear, miss you n love you...
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
"boss, i'm quit!!"
really got fed-up by this stupid job!!! being bored evryday... come ofix msn, online shopping, do a little bit job, n countdown for knock off...haiz...when can i stop counting down??!
i nid a new job..so dear...can u plz help me to get a new job? i thnk shipping isn my 'cup of tea'.. even if he paid me high, gif me a high post, is juz cant make me happy n my motivation towards tis job is getting lesser n lesser...
i thnk i nid to change my job b4 i'm mould-ed...
i realy dunno ath abt shipping n i hv no idea of wat shud i do as an AM..it's juz so tough n suffer...i thnk is time for me to quit..
~working hrs long (10 hrs / day)
~no OT paid
~boring
~making life meaningless
~mind torturing
~lack of motivation
~lack of food choices..
eth can make me feel wan to leave...lol
dear, i miss u so much... hope can meet up soon...luv u oways.
i nid a new job..so dear...can u plz help me to get a new job? i thnk shipping isn my 'cup of tea'.. even if he paid me high, gif me a high post, is juz cant make me happy n my motivation towards tis job is getting lesser n lesser...
i thnk i nid to change my job b4 i'm mould-ed...
i realy dunno ath abt shipping n i hv no idea of wat shud i do as an AM..it's juz so tough n suffer...i thnk is time for me to quit..
~working hrs long (10 hrs / day)
~no OT paid
~boring
~making life meaningless
~mind torturing
~lack of motivation
~lack of food choices..
eth can make me feel wan to leave...lol
dear, i miss u so much... hope can meet up soon...luv u oways.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
To my beloved best fren...Suvy
dunno y, whenever i feel weak n nid courages sure wil come here...whenever i come here, means tat i hv reached my limitation to counsel myself...
Dear, i realy miss u a lot... how i wish u were wif me now...juz lend me a shoulder wil do...i wont ask for too much...so wish to run away...bcoz i realy do not noe wat de hell i want...
all de sufferance n frustration r killing me...i noe i shudn over-negative thinking...n i shudn mind abt it so much...juz nid a talk wif u..
dear, miss u n love u oways...
Dear, i realy miss u a lot... how i wish u were wif me now...juz lend me a shoulder wil do...i wont ask for too much...so wish to run away...bcoz i realy do not noe wat de hell i want...
all de sufferance n frustration r killing me...i noe i shudn over-negative thinking...n i shudn mind abt it so much...juz nid a talk wif u..
dear, miss u n love u oways...
Monday, February 8, 2010
dear, how i wish i can cry all de damn things out...but dunno y my tears juz couldn come out...mayb i hv bcome stronger...or mayb i'm too strong to b hurt...
i'm gonna b fine...soon...all i nid is time...
going to breakdown...i've asked my fren play badminton wif me next week, nid to release all my frustration, sadness...i'll b strong...nvr gonna let myself breakdown...dun wry...
i nid ur shoulder...lend me when u back..
i'm gonna b fine...soon...all i nid is time...
going to breakdown...i've asked my fren play badminton wif me next week, nid to release all my frustration, sadness...i'll b strong...nvr gonna let myself breakdown...dun wry...
i nid ur shoulder...lend me when u back..
Friday, January 22, 2010
Saturday, November 21, 2009
dear, i'm sry tat i din kip tis place properly, i noe is de important memory to us... truly sry..feel guilty..
i'll try to come here often..nvr let tis memory gone away...
realy mis u a lot.. seem got a lot of thngs happen ter, wish my ears n shoulder stil useful to u.. i dunno wat exactly has happened during these few mths, bt stil hope u can get truf it soon.. dun b upset upon tos thngs again..
hw r v going to celeb our 17th anniversary? desaru plan stil going? coz is monsoon season, might not b able to go ter, so i thnk v better prepare a plan B..discuss it again after u bek.
i'm fine.. dun wry abt me.. i stil can live w/o man..^^ he hasn paid me bek de full sum, n i dunno hw to open mouth to him, seems like i'm de 1 shud feel guilty~n my tot of not getting married is getting stronger..coz c a lot of unhapy marriage recently, even my parents.. i dunno whether tolerant is de best way to solve all the prob or avoiding is to cease de prob,realy confuse...men chng all de time..
tat day, a stranger on facebk in kuching ask me to go ter,n he wil show me around, den i said no $ no time to go, he said he has a voucher of 2d1n of a hotel, persuade me to go.. crazy.. hw wud i possible go ter n look for a stranger... i dun even c his face clearly..
n i got a bf fr lebanon... lol.. but he has gone bek to lebanon alr, b4 tat he was in kl..but his eng i realy cant u'stand, like an indian, even tou he is fr mid east..
miss u much.. gif me a call when u bek.. i can go n fetch u if u drop by larkin bus station.. c u in dec. luv u~
p/s: send u a rose as apology...^^
Saturday, July 12, 2008
i hv a vry long time din come n update my blog..haha~~so sry to my dear dear...
tmr i wil b going to interview, bt dunno wil success or nt.. i hv jobless abt 1 mth alr,
life is bored 4 me wif nth to do...
miss u so much.. bt v wil met in aug rite? muz wait 4 me..ur training wil b ended on 22nd aug,
is a friday... so, i wil try to go on tat day or 23rd..
u realy r a gd person.. i'm nt tat gd as u said... my fren ask me to go genting wif him,
bt i realy dunno whether i can make it or nt, bt i noe de other frens hv reject him alr...
actualy he wants to celeb his b'day in genting, so i'm lost...dunno shud reject or nt...
'no' is realy a damn shit word to come out fr my mouth~~~~~~~~
i'm fine.. realy.. bt trying to find sth to do.. i shud b going to modelling contest 2day,
bt i cant find their office, cant reg, so cant take part.. it's nt my own wish to take part,
my fren encouraged me to go..bt i make him disappointed again..
all the best to u!! i'm trying to save more $ so tat can look u up in aug... luv u!!
tmr i wil b going to interview, bt dunno wil success or nt.. i hv jobless abt 1 mth alr,
life is bored 4 me wif nth to do...
miss u so much.. bt v wil met in aug rite? muz wait 4 me..ur training wil b ended on 22nd aug,
is a friday... so, i wil try to go on tat day or 23rd..
u realy r a gd person.. i'm nt tat gd as u said... my fren ask me to go genting wif him,
bt i realy dunno whether i can make it or nt, bt i noe de other frens hv reject him alr...
actualy he wants to celeb his b'day in genting, so i'm lost...dunno shud reject or nt...
'no' is realy a damn shit word to come out fr my mouth~~~~~~~~
i'm fine.. realy.. bt trying to find sth to do.. i shud b going to modelling contest 2day,
bt i cant find their office, cant reg, so cant take part.. it's nt my own wish to take part,
my fren encouraged me to go..bt i make him disappointed again..
all the best to u!! i'm trying to save more $ so tat can look u up in aug... luv u!!
Friday, May 9, 2008
thx... i'm realy happy...
suvy, my dear... thx for everythng tat u do for my b'day...
u r so sweet... i'll try to come here often, n note down my
secret n happy or unhappiness...
u too... muz come here n write often, so tat i can noe
ur days... take k... i luv u...
u r so sweet... i'll try to come here often, n note down my
secret n happy or unhappiness...
u too... muz come here n write often, so tat i can noe
ur days... take k... i luv u...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
生日到了厚？？希望你会喜欢这个video。。还有blog。。这个以后是你的了。。id是aries_weiwei@hotmail.com，password是wenni888。。因为之前不可以让你知道这个blog。。所以就用我的email咯。。呵呵。。虽然不美。。因为我不会设计。。所以。。交给你了哦。。你要从第一篇看起。。然后你可以把每一篇洗掉啦。。呵呵。。宝贝。。生日快乐！！！
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
1.5.08
宝贝宝贝。。要倒数了哦。。还有八天，你的生日就要到了哦。。等待这天的到来。。不知道你的心情现在是怎样的呢？？有没有计划去哪里好好的庆祝呢？？可惜今年不可以陪你过。。可是我还是做了很多东西。。哈哈。。我要给你惊喜。。不知道当时的你会是如何呢？？希望你会开心！！！期待哦。。考试要加油！！！我每天都在看巴士车票有没有二十一。。因为我要许愿！！！哈哈。。现在的我很好。。因为生活比较充实。。可是。。也是有点点的小压力。。可是我没事啦。。不要担心我。。我知道我的心情没有完全恢复。。可是和之前比，真的好太多咯。。。只是偶尔会想起他。。不知道自己要花多少时间。。这次真的伤了。。可是我知道我很欧开。。只是还不习惯吧。。我现在每天和朋友一起都很开心哦。。一定要好好的享受生活！！呵呵。。你也一样哦！！！爱你~
Friday, April 25, 2008
i so moody~0425
很久没来这里写了。。
最近的我。。越来越忧郁。。
因为又开始想念他。。
我整个人不喜欢出门。。
每一次的出门只会让我想到很多回忆。。
我们真地去过好多地方哦。。
每一条马路。。都有我和他的回忆。。
所以不想出去。。
因为会让我更难受。。
可是总是没有人了解我。。
大家还时常叫我出去。。
我知道他们为我好。。
可是我需要时间复原吧~
真的。。我需要时间。。
毕竟他是我在这里的依靠。。
已经快要一年了。。
现在我的生活已经不会有他了。。
要学会习惯。。。
而且。。我变得越来越沉静。。
我一定要快快复原。。
然后继续我的生活。。
要变回以前的我！！！
真的。。如果现在有你该多好。。
我一定很快没事。。
可是。。刚刚和你sms，
心情比较好了。。
我很快会没事的！！！
最近的我。。越来越忧郁。。
因为又开始想念他。。
我整个人不喜欢出门。。
每一次的出门只会让我想到很多回忆。。
我们真地去过好多地方哦。。
每一条马路。。都有我和他的回忆。。
所以不想出去。。
因为会让我更难受。。
可是总是没有人了解我。。
大家还时常叫我出去。。
我知道他们为我好。。
可是我需要时间复原吧~
真的。。我需要时间。。
毕竟他是我在这里的依靠。。
已经快要一年了。。
现在我的生活已经不会有他了。。
要学会习惯。。。
而且。。我变得越来越沉静。。
我一定要快快复原。。
然后继续我的生活。。
要变回以前的我！！！
真的。。如果现在有你该多好。。
我一定很快没事。。
可是。。刚刚和你sms，
心情比较好了。。
我很快会没事的！！！
Friday, April 18, 2008
0418~
呵呵。。不知不觉已经十八日了。。我真的是过日子过到不懂几号。。现在我每天都做乖小孩。。十点就睡觉~还有一个星期就要离开HR咯。。~我的成绩出咯。。哈哈。。烂到爆。。没办法。。我知道我没有付出什么努力。。我知道那时的我，没什么心情读。。算了。。下个学期一定要考好！！突然觉得每次都对不起爸爸妈妈。。觉得自己好没用哦。。每次乱花钱！！！觉得很内疚。。考试也没有考很好。。我的marketing failed了。。所以我告诉自己，为了我的家人，我要努力读书，不可以让自己不开心。。不可以为了不值得的东西而不开心。。这五个月一定要振作起来！！！！现在在training，觉得自己好差哦。。我的英文。。真得很烂！！！！看到那些staff，觉得他们很厉害，结果发现，他们竟然都跟我同年！！！我的妈呀~我几时能这么厉害呢？？可是想想，他们一定也付出努力，所以我也一定能做到！！机会是自己争取的!!!我要变大人！！！！宝贝，加油哦~
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