dear, i'm sry tat i din kip tis place properly, i noe is de important memory to us... truly sry..feel guilty..

i'll try to come here often..nvr let tis memory gone away...

realy mis u a lot.. seem got a lot of thngs happen ter, wish my ears n shoulder stil useful to u.. i dunno wat exactly has happened during these few mths, bt stil hope u can get truf it soon.. dun b upset upon tos thngs again..

hw r v going to celeb our 17th anniversary? desaru plan stil going? coz is monsoon season, might not b able to go ter, so i thnk v better prepare a plan B..discuss it again after u bek.

i'm fine.. dun wry abt me.. i stil can live w/o man..^^ he hasn paid me bek de full sum, n i dunno hw to open mouth to him, seems like i'm de 1 shud feel guilty~n my tot of not getting married is getting stronger..coz c a lot of unhapy marriage recently, even my parents.. i dunno whether tolerant is de best way to solve all the prob or avoiding is to cease de prob,realy confuse...men chng all de time..

tat day, a stranger on facebk in kuching ask me to go ter,n he wil show me around, den i said no $ no time to go, he said he has a voucher of 2d1n of a hotel, persuade me to go.. crazy.. hw wud i possible go ter n look for a stranger... i dun even c his face clearly..

n i got a bf fr lebanon... lol.. but he has gone bek to lebanon alr, b4 tat he was in kl..but his eng i realy cant u'stand, like an indian, even tou he is fr mid east..

miss u much.. gif me a call when u bek.. i can go n fetch u if u drop by larkin bus station.. c u in dec. luv u~

p/s: send u a rose as apology...^^