Dear,
i was focusing on doing my homework... it's quite busy recently, cos has been spending my weekends on mum's b'dae celebration and x'mas, so nid to catch up watever module tat i can...but, i hv completed de work last nite...
接下来要继续昨晚的话题。。。我生气的不是他没有空理我，是答应了又做不到，而且还跟我大小声。。而且一直说做这些都是为了我，为我什么？我都没有要他这样做，而且也不能保证以后我真的会嫁给他，住在那间屋子里。。真的不明白。。最后还说我讲话很幼稚，根本没有体谅他的感受，不想跟我说话。。既然这样，我也无话可说，就不要跟他说话， 然后又跑来哄我，跟我讲话，叫我不要闷不吭声。。==|||是他说不想跟我说话的叻！那种感觉就想狠狠地刮了我一巴掌，再给我一支超大的棒棒糖。。无奈。。再接下来的日子，就叫我不要再提这件事了。。现在我也懒得跟他吵了。。永远都没有结果的东西。。反正有什么事也会自己解决，不会再麻烦他，也不会要他的帮忙，到最后什么都做不到，还要浪费力气吵架，生气。。显~
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
T^T
Dear,
i'm very moody...drag myself to work everyday... you know sth?? i got no bonus for this yr, coz my boss said due to TN policy, i cant enjoy company benefit if i hvn worked for it for 1 full yr...so i can officially tell you tat i'm being cheated to join de com n at de end i get nth but only wasting a lot of my youth here...
well, not only tat, now stil hv to pretend nth happen, n b resposible to de job even tou my boss oways wan me to do better n better n better or even de best or perfectly.. no single mistake can b accepted..
some more dis morning, he scold me bcoz of sth which wasn't done by me but other ppl..den i said it wasn me, den he juz simply ignore n dun k...wtf..
dunno whether when i made de decision to b here is rite or not... it is juz too late to regret now..i tot i can b better in dis industry, but i thnk i was wrong as i was cheated to join... some more ter r some rumours outside, saying tat i'm tat kind of $ minded person, if they gif me $, den i can betray my com blah3... haha.. unbelievable... seems like in de entertainment industry, got paparazzi some more...
but, it's ok.. coz i'm proving to them tat i'm not tat kind of ppl wat they tot...
i'm very moody...drag myself to work everyday... you know sth?? i got no bonus for this yr, coz my boss said due to TN policy, i cant enjoy company benefit if i hvn worked for it for 1 full yr...so i can officially tell you tat i'm being cheated to join de com n at de end i get nth but only wasting a lot of my youth here...
well, not only tat, now stil hv to pretend nth happen, n b resposible to de job even tou my boss oways wan me to do better n better n better or even de best or perfectly.. no single mistake can b accepted..
some more dis morning, he scold me bcoz of sth which wasn't done by me but other ppl..den i said it wasn me, den he juz simply ignore n dun k...wtf..
dunno whether when i made de decision to b here is rite or not... it is juz too late to regret now..i tot i can b better in dis industry, but i thnk i was wrong as i was cheated to join... some more ter r some rumours outside, saying tat i'm tat kind of $ minded person, if they gif me $, den i can betray my com blah3... haha.. unbelievable... seems like in de entertainment industry, got paparazzi some more...
but, it's ok.. coz i'm proving to them tat i'm not tat kind of ppl wat they tot...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I hate it!!
Dear,
ytd my boss said that i oways make de simplified mistake when i'm busy.. well, these few days r truly vry bz for me.. but den i admit tat i did make a small mistake, but it doesn affected ath or anyone.. den he said i oways rush to go bek home, when de 5.45pm is coming, i seem like realy wanna go home on time, n make mistake, but den i din rush at all.. some more de jobs can b waited until de next day to complete.
actualy i wanted to argue wif him, but i din..he doesn pay us OT wat, den y shud v stay ter n do tos not urgent work? is he de 1 said tat our working hr is 8.45-5.45 only, den of coz i'll b in de ofix at tat 9 hrs rite, after tat is up to me to go bek or staying or going to other places rite?
i dunno y he wan to bother so much of thngs to ctrl us? i thnk my mum was rite, she said my boss tot tat he offers a damn gd job to evry1, so evry1 wan to work for him.
also, tat day, he talked to me abt transfering a gal fr gelang patah to our ofix, den i said she might not want it bcoz she lives in pontian, it is vry far for her to come all de way to molek, even petrol oso cant cover. den my boss said he doesn k abt it, as long as he is happy, n gd for de gal, so she muz come here to work. wtf! who does he thnk he is?! he din offer her a gd salary oso, rm1500 expected ppl come all de way to here fr pontian, not even petrol allowance! i told my mum abt dis isu, den my mum said he tot he is de only boss in dis world.
now, i do feel like...true.. he juz thnk of himself, n dun k abt de staffs... well, since i hv decided to lif, so i wont k much abt wat he says agn, n will juz do watever i can..
ytd my boss said that i oways make de simplified mistake when i'm busy.. well, these few days r truly vry bz for me.. but den i admit tat i did make a small mistake, but it doesn affected ath or anyone.. den he said i oways rush to go bek home, when de 5.45pm is coming, i seem like realy wanna go home on time, n make mistake, but den i din rush at all.. some more de jobs can b waited until de next day to complete.
actualy i wanted to argue wif him, but i din..he doesn pay us OT wat, den y shud v stay ter n do tos not urgent work? is he de 1 said tat our working hr is 8.45-5.45 only, den of coz i'll b in de ofix at tat 9 hrs rite, after tat is up to me to go bek or staying or going to other places rite?
i dunno y he wan to bother so much of thngs to ctrl us? i thnk my mum was rite, she said my boss tot tat he offers a damn gd job to evry1, so evry1 wan to work for him.
also, tat day, he talked to me abt transfering a gal fr gelang patah to our ofix, den i said she might not want it bcoz she lives in pontian, it is vry far for her to come all de way to molek, even petrol oso cant cover. den my boss said he doesn k abt it, as long as he is happy, n gd for de gal, so she muz come here to work. wtf! who does he thnk he is?! he din offer her a gd salary oso, rm1500 expected ppl come all de way to here fr pontian, not even petrol allowance! i told my mum abt dis isu, den my mum said he tot he is de only boss in dis world.
now, i do feel like...true.. he juz thnk of himself, n dun k abt de staffs... well, since i hv decided to lif, so i wont k much abt wat he says agn, n will juz do watever i can..
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
So free~~
dear,
so free today.. so can come here to update...^^
my boss juz told me that my company is going to buy 2 new sets of pc, den they will ask my colleague resign next mth, den join de new company, well, i, would still remain in de old ofix and using 2 pc to do both company's job.. but get 1 pay only...==
my another colleague, who has joined de new company told me that she didn get any increment after joining the new company... haiz... den i c no point to quit n join so soon oso... since no different fr wat i get now.. some more busier than now.. however, even if i join, my job scope oso has not much diff fr now coz they r transfering our current cust to new company oso...
seems like a bit complicated rite? i feel tat way too... coz they got so much changes which realy confusing us... but anyhow, i wont b long here...LOL
my colleague oso told me tat she is planning to resign mayb after cny, she is helping her sis doing wedding planning job, n she's going to help her doing tat full time... so i dunno whether i can still lif if she is leaving...
so many uncertains in front of me...
oh ya, my textbooks have arrived jb! de college is going to send to me by today, so mayb tmr or thu can receive alr...^^ den i hv to start my 'student life' coz de 2 yrs study period is started fr de day i got my textbook...muz buck up!!
Thx for ur oways support n loving... hope will c u soon...
so free today.. so can come here to update...^^
my boss juz told me that my company is going to buy 2 new sets of pc, den they will ask my colleague resign next mth, den join de new company, well, i, would still remain in de old ofix and using 2 pc to do both company's job.. but get 1 pay only...==
my another colleague, who has joined de new company told me that she didn get any increment after joining the new company... haiz... den i c no point to quit n join so soon oso... since no different fr wat i get now.. some more busier than now.. however, even if i join, my job scope oso has not much diff fr now coz they r transfering our current cust to new company oso...
seems like a bit complicated rite? i feel tat way too... coz they got so much changes which realy confusing us... but anyhow, i wont b long here...LOL
my colleague oso told me tat she is planning to resign mayb after cny, she is helping her sis doing wedding planning job, n she's going to help her doing tat full time... so i dunno whether i can still lif if she is leaving...
so many uncertains in front of me...
oh ya, my textbooks have arrived jb! de college is going to send to me by today, so mayb tmr or thu can receive alr...^^ den i hv to start my 'student life' coz de 2 yrs study period is started fr de day i got my textbook...muz buck up!!
Thx for ur oways support n loving... hope will c u soon...
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Skynet...sucks!
was so angry with skynet service... i hv purchased sth on web on 11/11/2010, the consignor is using skynet as their courier service, and i should have received the parcel on the next day, 12/11/2010. On that day, the dispatch of Skynet did call me at 13.39pm, said that he is sending parcel to my place, then when i asked him is he going to arrive soon, he replied arrive in 2 min, then i told him that i wasn't at home, pass the parcel to guard house for chop sign. When i asked him again if he is in front of my apartment, he replied he is about to leave his office, well, his office is located in taman molek. ==''' ok, that's just first part.
That night, i checked with my father, he said he didn't receive any parcel, and there is no any notification from skynet, normally courier service (e.g. poslaju) would stick a pcs of paper on your door to proof that they were there but nobody received the parcel, and how are you going to claim your parcel and so on. well, skynet didn't. so i have no choice but to call skynet head office to track my parcel. i should have checked from jb skynet, but there are 2 offices in jb, 1 in molek and another in tmn sentosa. so i hv to call to kl office to make sure which 1 should i call. so, the next morning, i called skynet, abt half an hr, nobody pick up the call, and i have attempted many times from 9 am to 9.30am. finally some1 picked up the call, den when i ask for the parcel, the operator told me that bcoz i wasn at home, so the dispatch has no choice but FORCED to bring de parcel back. so i asked them to resend de parcel, den de operator said de dispatch has gone out, nobody else can do de delivery, ok, fine, den i wait until Monday. then she said if Mon stil haven't received, then i have to go their molek office to take it on my own...wtf! that means they can simply ignore my parcel, den i hv to go ter n do de pick up..
i told the consignor / seller that i didn't receive parcel, then when he / she checked with skynet, they said i wasn't at home, so they can't send it. well, i'm not living alone, and they didn't even go to my place, to check with de security guard or didn't even go up to my home.
i guess i won't be using skynet service again in the future.
That night, i checked with my father, he said he didn't receive any parcel, and there is no any notification from skynet, normally courier service (e.g. poslaju) would stick a pcs of paper on your door to proof that they were there but nobody received the parcel, and how are you going to claim your parcel and so on. well, skynet didn't. so i have no choice but to call skynet head office to track my parcel. i should have checked from jb skynet, but there are 2 offices in jb, 1 in molek and another in tmn sentosa. so i hv to call to kl office to make sure which 1 should i call. so, the next morning, i called skynet, abt half an hr, nobody pick up the call, and i have attempted many times from 9 am to 9.30am. finally some1 picked up the call, den when i ask for the parcel, the operator told me that bcoz i wasn at home, so the dispatch has no choice but FORCED to bring de parcel back. so i asked them to resend de parcel, den de operator said de dispatch has gone out, nobody else can do de delivery, ok, fine, den i wait until Monday. then she said if Mon stil haven't received, then i have to go their molek office to take it on my own...wtf! that means they can simply ignore my parcel, den i hv to go ter n do de pick up..
i told the consignor / seller that i didn't receive parcel, then when he / she checked with skynet, they said i wasn't at home, so they can't send it. well, i'm not living alone, and they didn't even go to my place, to check with de security guard or didn't even go up to my home.
i guess i won't be using skynet service again in the future.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Looking forward our HKG trip!!
dear,
so happy that we finally fulfilled the plan of going travel tgt!! WoW!!
de moment when i noe tat airasia is having promotion, i was thnking of u only... so i nid ur detail urgently, den place de booking on de special date, 9th of sept, even tou it wasn our anniversary, but i do hope tat can b best fren forever n always...
i'll do de research n arrange de itinerary of our trip... so excited!! lol
save more $ n r going ter to shop gao2!!
la fu u~
so happy that we finally fulfilled the plan of going travel tgt!! WoW!!
de moment when i noe tat airasia is having promotion, i was thnking of u only... so i nid ur detail urgently, den place de booking on de special date, 9th of sept, even tou it wasn our anniversary, but i do hope tat can b best fren forever n always...
i'll do de research n arrange de itinerary of our trip... so excited!! lol
save more $ n r going ter to shop gao2!!
la fu u~
Monday, November 8, 2010
dear,
has been fed up by what i do evryday now..T.T
even tou i noe de job isn wat i wan, still hv to carry on till i get de thngs i wan fr here.
sometimes my colleague, will gif me her black face, even tou i din do ath to her... she seems giving me de attitude tat her position is higher than me... even if she realy got promoted after joining de new com of ours, so? i'm still de AM of my current com n not under her, she doesn hv to gif me tat kind of shit face like i hv to work under her and c her face color... tat realy makes me wan to lif here... since i cant realy hv my privilege here.
i hv reg for study in cic, will start my lesson dis mth. so i'm going to hv a tighter schedule soon...
but i'll overcome it n do eth well or even perfectly...hope will get my MBA within 2 n a half yr... if got convo, dun forget to come n buy me flowers ar...lol
by de way, when is ur convo? dun forget to bring me along o...
dear, i miss u a lot... let's meet when u bek... how's ur job? got ppl buli u? dun k abt them if they realy buli u, they r juz jealous n afraid tat u will b stronger than them..
luv u~
has been fed up by what i do evryday now..T.T
even tou i noe de job isn wat i wan, still hv to carry on till i get de thngs i wan fr here.
sometimes my colleague, will gif me her black face, even tou i din do ath to her... she seems giving me de attitude tat her position is higher than me... even if she realy got promoted after joining de new com of ours, so? i'm still de AM of my current com n not under her, she doesn hv to gif me tat kind of shit face like i hv to work under her and c her face color... tat realy makes me wan to lif here... since i cant realy hv my privilege here.
i hv reg for study in cic, will start my lesson dis mth. so i'm going to hv a tighter schedule soon...
but i'll overcome it n do eth well or even perfectly...hope will get my MBA within 2 n a half yr... if got convo, dun forget to come n buy me flowers ar...lol
by de way, when is ur convo? dun forget to bring me along o...
dear, i miss u a lot... let's meet when u bek... how's ur job? got ppl buli u? dun k abt them if they realy buli u, they r juz jealous n afraid tat u will b stronger than them..
luv u~
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
SUVY...Thanks
Dear, I always treat this place as my shelter...when I feel down and unhappy, need support, I'll come here, I know you will read all the things i wrote and gif me de support tat i needed.
thanks for oways support me and gif me de warmest blessing... i'll oways gain bek my courageous and confident after read ur comment or sms... it's juz make me feel so great...
whenever i hv sth cant let him noe or even dun wan to tell him, i'll come here n write it down, coz he doesn noe this place...lol
dear, miss you n love you...
thanks for oways support me and gif me de warmest blessing... i'll oways gain bek my courageous and confident after read ur comment or sms... it's juz make me feel so great...
whenever i hv sth cant let him noe or even dun wan to tell him, i'll come here n write it down, coz he doesn noe this place...lol
dear, miss you n love you...
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
"boss, i'm quit!!"
really got fed-up by this stupid job!!! being bored evryday... come ofix msn, online shopping, do a little bit job, n countdown for knock off...haiz...when can i stop counting down??!
i nid a new job..so dear...can u plz help me to get a new job? i thnk shipping isn my 'cup of tea'.. even if he paid me high, gif me a high post, is juz cant make me happy n my motivation towards tis job is getting lesser n lesser...
i thnk i nid to change my job b4 i'm mould-ed...
i realy dunno ath abt shipping n i hv no idea of wat shud i do as an AM..it's juz so tough n suffer...i thnk is time for me to quit..
~working hrs long (10 hrs / day)
~no OT paid
~boring
~making life meaningless
~mind torturing
~lack of motivation
~lack of food choices..
eth can make me feel wan to leave...lol
dear, i miss u so much... hope can meet up soon...luv u oways.
i nid a new job..so dear...can u plz help me to get a new job? i thnk shipping isn my 'cup of tea'.. even if he paid me high, gif me a high post, is juz cant make me happy n my motivation towards tis job is getting lesser n lesser...
i thnk i nid to change my job b4 i'm mould-ed...
i realy dunno ath abt shipping n i hv no idea of wat shud i do as an AM..it's juz so tough n suffer...i thnk is time for me to quit..
~working hrs long (10 hrs / day)
~no OT paid
~boring
~making life meaningless
~mind torturing
~lack of motivation
~lack of food choices..
eth can make me feel wan to leave...lol
dear, i miss u so much... hope can meet up soon...luv u oways.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
To my beloved best fren...Suvy
dunno y, whenever i feel weak n nid courages sure wil come here...whenever i come here, means tat i hv reached my limitation to counsel myself...
Dear, i realy miss u a lot... how i wish u were wif me now...juz lend me a shoulder wil do...i wont ask for too much...so wish to run away...bcoz i realy do not noe wat de hell i want...
all de sufferance n frustration r killing me...i noe i shudn over-negative thinking...n i shudn mind abt it so much...juz nid a talk wif u..
dear, miss u n love u oways...
Dear, i realy miss u a lot... how i wish u were wif me now...juz lend me a shoulder wil do...i wont ask for too much...so wish to run away...bcoz i realy do not noe wat de hell i want...
all de sufferance n frustration r killing me...i noe i shudn over-negative thinking...n i shudn mind abt it so much...juz nid a talk wif u..
dear, miss u n love u oways...
Monday, February 8, 2010
dear, how i wish i can cry all de damn things out...but dunno y my tears juz couldn come out...mayb i hv bcome stronger...or mayb i'm too strong to b hurt...
i'm gonna b fine...soon...all i nid is time...
going to breakdown...i've asked my fren play badminton wif me next week, nid to release all my frustration, sadness...i'll b strong...nvr gonna let myself breakdown...dun wry...
i nid ur shoulder...lend me when u back..
i'm gonna b fine...soon...all i nid is time...
going to breakdown...i've asked my fren play badminton wif me next week, nid to release all my frustration, sadness...i'll b strong...nvr gonna let myself breakdown...dun wry...
i nid ur shoulder...lend me when u back..
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