dear, i'm sry tat i din kip tis place properly, i noe is de important memory to us... truly sry..feel guilty..

i'll try to come here often..nvr let tis memory gone away...

realy mis u a lot.. seem got a lot of thngs happen ter, wish my ears n shoulder stil useful to u.. i dunno wat exactly has happened during these few mths, bt stil hope u can get truf it soon.. dun b upset upon tos thngs again..

hw r v going to celeb our 17th anniversary? desaru plan stil going? coz is monsoon season, might not b able to go ter, so i thnk v better prepare a plan B..discuss it again after u bek.

i'm fine.. dun wry abt me.. i stil can live w/o man..^^ he hasn paid me bek de full sum, n i dunno hw to open mouth to him, seems like i'm de 1 shud feel guilty~n my tot of not getting married is getting stronger..coz c a lot of unhapy marriage recently, even my parents.. i dunno whether tolerant is de best way to solve all the prob or avoiding is to cease de prob,realy confuse...men chng all de time..

tat day, a stranger on facebk in kuching ask me to go ter,n he wil show me around, den i said no $ no time to go, he said he has a voucher of 2d1n of a hotel, persuade me to go.. crazy.. hw wud i possible go ter n look for a stranger... i dun even c his face clearly..

n i got a bf fr lebanon... lol.. but he has gone bek to lebanon alr, b4 tat he was in kl..but his eng i realy cant u'stand, like an indian, even tou he is fr mid east..

miss u much.. gif me a call when u bek.. i can go n fetch u if u drop by larkin bus station.. c u in dec. luv u~

p/s: send u a rose as apology...^^

i hv a vry long time din come n update my blog..haha~~so sry to my dear dear...
tmr i wil b going to interview, bt dunno wil success or nt.. i hv jobless abt 1 mth alr,
life is bored 4 me wif nth to do...
miss u so much.. bt v wil met in aug rite? muz wait 4 me..ur training wil b ended on 22nd aug,
is a friday... so, i wil try to go on tat day or 23rd..
u realy r a gd person.. i'm nt tat gd as u said... my fren ask me to go genting wif him,
bt i realy dunno whether i can make it or nt, bt i noe de other frens hv reject him alr...
actualy he wants to celeb his b'day in genting, so i'm lost...dunno shud reject or nt...
'no' is realy a damn shit word to come out fr my mouth~~~~~~~~
i'm fine.. realy.. bt trying to find sth to do.. i shud b going to modelling contest 2day,
bt i cant find their office, cant reg, so cant take part.. it's nt my own wish to take part,
my fren encouraged me to go..bt i make him disappointed again..
all the best to u!! i'm trying to save more $ so tat can look u up in aug... luv u!!

thx... i'm realy happy...

suvy, my dear... thx for everythng tat u do for my b'day...
u r so sweet... i'll try to come here often, n note down my
secret n happy or unhappiness...
u too... muz come here n write often, so tat i can noe
ur days... take k... i luv u...

生日到了厚？？希望你会喜欢这个video。。还有blog。。这个以后是你的了。。id是aries_weiwei@hotmail.com，password是wenni888。。因为之前不可以让你知道这个blog。。所以就用我的email咯。。呵呵。。虽然不美。。因为我不会设计。。所以。。交给你了哦。。你要从第一篇看起。。然后你可以把每一篇洗掉啦。。呵呵。。宝贝。。生日快乐！！！

1.5.08

宝贝宝贝。。要倒数了哦。。还有八天，你的生日就要到了哦。。等待这天的到来。。不知道你的心情现在是怎样的呢？？有没有计划去哪里好好的庆祝呢？？可惜今年不可以陪你过。。可是我还是做了很多东西。。哈哈。。我要给你惊喜。。不知道当时的你会是如何呢？？希望你会开心！！！期待哦。。考试要加油！！！我每天都在看巴士车票有没有二十一。。因为我要许愿！！！哈哈。。现在的我很好。。因为生活比较充实。。可是。。也是有点点的小压力。。可是我没事啦。。不要担心我。。我知道我的心情没有完全恢复。。可是和之前比，真的好太多咯。。。只是偶尔会想起他。。不知道自己要花多少时间。。这次真的伤了。。可是我知道我很欧开。。只是还不习惯吧。。我现在每天和朋友一起都很开心哦。。一定要好好的享受生活！！呵呵。。你也一样哦！！！爱你~

i so moody~0425

很久没来这里写了。。
最近的我。。越来越忧郁。。
因为又开始想念他。。
我整个人不喜欢出门。。
每一次的出门只会让我想到很多回忆。。
我们真地去过好多地方哦。。
每一条马路。。都有我和他的回忆。。
所以不想出去。。
因为会让我更难受。。
可是总是没有人了解我。。
大家还时常叫我出去。。
我知道他们为我好。。
可是我需要时间复原吧~
真的。。我需要时间。。
毕竟他是我在这里的依靠。。
已经快要一年了。。
现在我的生活已经不会有他了。。
要学会习惯。。。
而且。。我变得越来越沉静。。
我一定要快快复原。。
然后继续我的生活。。
要变回以前的我！！！
真的。。如果现在有你该多好。。
我一定很快没事。。
可是。。刚刚和你sms，
心情比较好了。。
我很快会没事的！！！

0418~

呵呵。。不知不觉已经十八日了。。我真的是过日子过到不懂几号。。现在我每天都做乖小孩。。十点就睡觉~还有一个星期就要离开HR咯。。~我的成绩出咯。。哈哈。。烂到爆。。没办法。。我知道我没有付出什么努力。。我知道那时的我，没什么心情读。。算了。。下个学期一定要考好！！突然觉得每次都对不起爸爸妈妈。。觉得自己好没用哦。。每次乱花钱！！！觉得很内疚。。考试也没有考很好。。我的marketing failed了。。所以我告诉自己，为了我的家人，我要努力读书，不可以让自己不开心。。不可以为了不值得的东西而不开心。。这五个月一定要振作起来！！！！现在在training，觉得自己好差哦。。我的英文。。真得很烂！！！！看到那些staff，觉得他们很厉害，结果发现，他们竟然都跟我同年！！！我的妈呀~我几时能这么厉害呢？？可是想想，他们一定也付出努力，所以我也一定能做到！！机会是自己争取的!!!我要变大人！！！！宝贝，加油哦~