SUVY...Thanks

Dear, I always treat this place as my shelter...when I feel down and unhappy, need support, I'll come here, I know you will read all the things i wrote and gif me de support tat i needed.

thanks for oways support me and gif me de warmest blessing... i'll oways gain bek my courageous and confident after read ur comment or sms... it's juz make me feel so great...

whenever i hv sth cant let him noe or even dun wan to tell him, i'll come here n write it down, coz he doesn noe this place...lol

dear, miss you n love you...

i'm tired... fed-up... and unhappy... shud back to my previous life... where i won't feel awful...

"boss, i'm quit!!"

really got fed-up by this stupid job!!! being bored evryday... come ofix msn, online shopping, do a little bit job, n countdown for knock off...haiz...when can i stop counting down??!
i nid a new job..so dear...can u plz help me to get a new job? i thnk shipping isn my 'cup of tea'.. even if he paid me high, gif me a high post, is juz cant make me happy n my motivation towards tis job is getting lesser n lesser...
i thnk i nid to change my job b4 i'm mould-ed...
i realy dunno ath abt shipping n i hv no idea of wat shud i do as an AM..it's juz so tough n suffer...i thnk is time for me to quit..
~working hrs long (10 hrs / day)
~no OT paid
~boring
~making life meaningless
~mind torturing
~lack of motivation
~lack of food choices..
eth can make me feel wan to leave...lol
dear, i miss u so much... hope can meet up soon...luv u oways.

To my beloved best fren...Suvy

dunno y, whenever i feel weak n nid courages sure wil come here...whenever i come here, means tat i hv reached my limitation to counsel myself...
Dear, i realy miss u a lot... how i wish u were wif me now...juz lend me a shoulder wil do...i wont ask for too much...so wish to run away...bcoz i realy do not noe wat de hell i want...
all de sufferance n frustration r killing me...i noe i shudn over-negative thinking...n i shudn mind abt it so much...juz nid a talk wif u..
dear, miss u n love u oways...

dear, how i wish i can cry all de damn things out...but dunno y my tears juz couldn come out...mayb i hv bcome stronger...or mayb i'm too strong to b hurt...
i'm gonna b fine...soon...all i nid is time...
going to breakdown...i've asked my fren play badminton wif me next week, nid to release all my frustration, sadness...i'll b strong...nvr gonna let myself breakdown...dun wry...
i nid ur shoulder...lend me when u back..

亲爱的...
刚在他前女友的面子书看到一些东西...觉得他还是很关心她...
她有做婚礼策划的工...前几个星期吧...她在工作的时候,他买午餐去给她...
不知道为什么..我觉得他还是放不下她...我想即使我付出的再多,也比不上她...
因为她会愿意跟他结婚,生孩子...我做不到...

dear, i'm sry tat i din kip tis place properly, i noe is de important memory to us... truly sry..feel guilty..

i'll try to come here often..nvr let tis memory gone away...

realy mis u a lot.. seem got a lot of thngs happen ter, wish my ears n shoulder stil useful to u.. i dunno wat exactly has happened during these few mths, bt stil hope u can get truf it soon.. dun b upset upon tos thngs again..

hw r v going to celeb our 17th anniversary? desaru plan stil going? coz is monsoon season, might not b able to go ter, so i thnk v better prepare a plan B..discuss it again after u bek.

i'm fine.. dun wry abt me.. i stil can live w/o man..^^ he hasn paid me bek de full sum, n i dunno hw to open mouth to him, seems like i'm de 1 shud feel guilty~n my tot of not getting married is getting stronger..coz c a lot of unhapy marriage recently, even my parents.. i dunno whether tolerant is de best way to solve all the prob or avoiding is to cease de prob,realy confuse...men chng all de time..

tat day, a stranger on facebk in kuching ask me to go ter,n he wil show me around, den i said no $ no time to go, he said he has a voucher of 2d1n of a hotel, persuade me to go.. crazy.. hw wud i possible go ter n look for a stranger... i dun even c his face clearly..

n i got a bf fr lebanon... lol.. but he has gone bek to lebanon alr, b4 tat he was in kl..but his eng i realy cant u'stand, like an indian, even tou he is fr mid east..

miss u much.. gif me a call when u bek.. i can go n fetch u if u drop by larkin bus station.. c u in dec. luv u~

p/s: send u a rose as apology...^^